Built the PC

And fiddling with it is more fun than playing games. But the games have been extremely fun, nonetheless.

Excercise, drinking and videogames are the only thing that let me ignore backpain for a few hours. After the exams at the end of May, I neglected my physio excercises for three weeks and binged on booze and games. As I’m now back working after the exam and holiday leave, the pain is starting to build up again. I can’t fuck without SI joint and lumbar twinges, which is a definite warning sign. I have yet to try becoming the passive recipient of penetrative sex, and ultimately may have to consider trading a stable heterosexual relationship for a submissive homosexual one if the discs continue to give me trouble. 

Trying to get back on the wagon of the physio excercises, in an attempt to build up my strength for sports/life/playing with children. While the PC is fun, I can’t really pull a 9-5 in the office, then come home for another 3-4 hours in front of a computer. So my lunchbreaks have been spent in the gym. It’s pretty lonely. It’s definitely pushed the autism quotient up a notch.

Woman went off birth control and we used rubbers and caution. She noted better mood and less bloating. I noted an increase in a deep desire to impregnate and enslave her.

Also went camping one of the weekends I was off: we do it yearly with a bunch of dudes on an island in the middle of a West Ireland lake. It’s some WB Yeats shit. Was pain free for a lot of it, despite dragging logs, chopping wood, kayaking, and other physical activities I was worried about. I put that down to the extensive amount of oats I ate, and the disdaining a stool for a squat. Feel a lot less cynical after 3 days in the woods.


Saw a welding course for €1000, and can get government assistance to pay for it if I become unemployed. Feeling pretty happy these days. I wonder if it’s a bubble or based on a true valuation of the fundamentals.


3 thoughts on “Built the PC

    1. When I went to confession, I said I was a young man returning to the church and was called to the sacrament of marriage.

      He advised that as I was a young man having premarital sex, I should work hard to get a good job, so that we could marry soon. I vaguely remember him saying that being together this long was good, and that he understood things were tough for young people. He referred me to Genesis, told me to be like Abraham, and “have as many children as there are stars in the sky”. But mainly to work hard, plan to get married and go to Mass on Sundays. 3 Hail Mary, 1 Our Father.

      Ireland is a pastoral place concerned with property, succession and farms, and I think our priests reflect that realism in their pastoral work. Due for confession again soon.

      1. I think Catholicism is pretty awesome/comical in this regard.

        “Here are some really strict rules for you to live by.”
        “Forgive me Baby Jesus, I don’t live by these rules. As a matter of fact, I don’t even come within 10,000 light years of living by these rules. But I feel bad about this. Really, I do.”
        “OK, never mind, say 10 Our Fathers and off with you. No, wait, your transgressions are pretty egregious. 15 Our Fathers. Also stop by the church shop. We’re having a BOGO week for indulgences.”

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