Results came out today. Failed 4/5 of the professional exams I did at the start of May. I also didn’t place on the panel for the management job.
But it’s fine. I accounted for the exam misery on an accrual basis, and recognised my failure as it happened. The actual payments of sanity/money/respect are happening externally now, but according to the Unrealised Gains “Generally Accepted Mopeilitywod Accounting Principals” (GAYMAP), I have made failure my base state. Nothing that happens can make me dislike myself more than I already do.
Similarly, I discounted 60% of the future happiness of the management job as “not going to happen” (Bad Debt), reckoning I only had a 40% chance of getting the job. At the beginning of the Mopeility Year, I made a large expense provision for Bad Debts, which did mean that I had a low Happiness Liquidity, but meant that I would be insulated from some disappointments. So I’m only 40% disappointed on paper.
Repeats are in September. At least, this time, I’m not in so much pain that I’m considering suicide. I feel optimistic.
As I am going into another exam season, while working, I have to keep myself ticking over for exercise. So I’ll post the shit I’m doing.
- External rotation 3×20@1kg
- Bridge – One foot extending on exercise ball- 2×20
- Stabilization plank with leg raise on ball 1×20
- Superman holds 60 seconds x1
- 20km cycling
- Banded dicksucks 1×10